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Limbsnake by WanderTones Limbsnake :iconwandertones:WanderTones 34 30 Spinning Penny by WanderTones Spinning Penny :iconwandertones:WanderTones 21 34 Kelly Ford, by Filter-GX by WanderTones Kelly Ford, by Filter-GX :iconwandertones:WanderTones 19 10 Introduction to Centaur Anatomy by WanderTones Introduction to Centaur Anatomy :iconwandertones:WanderTones 28 16 Valentines Hips by WanderTones
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Leg Reversal by WanderTones Leg Reversal :iconwandertones:WanderTones 36 19 Piecemeal Maiden by WanderTones Piecemeal Maiden :iconwandertones:WanderTones 28 17 2017 Avatar by WanderTones 2017 Avatar :iconwandertones:WanderTones 29 33 Double Little Kitties by WanderTones Double Little Kitties :iconwandertones:WanderTones 33 16 Stretch Your Limits by WanderTones Stretch Your Limits :iconwandertones:WanderTones 58 14 Loose Splits Sink Hips by WanderTones
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Peeking Into the Shadow by WanderTones Peeking Into the Shadow :iconwandertones:WanderTones 52 12 Sensory Deprivation Massage by WanderTones Sensory Deprivation Massage :iconwandertones:WanderTones 55 10 Head Remover by WanderTones Head Remover :iconwandertones:WanderTones 87 29 Hip Opener by WanderTones Hip Opener :iconwandertones:WanderTones 22 18 Glass Origami by WanderTones Glass Origami :iconwandertones:WanderTones 139 37

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I guess it's no secret that I've been trying to deal with depression, and somewhat unsuccessfully for that matter, considering that I've dug myself into a pit in life. I'm working hard to get out of it, if at least it's digging hand holds to help make future me's escape a little easier, but if anything it'll be a long time before I get out of it.

The reason I mention this is because it's probably one of the main reasons I've been doing art: it's been something to do, something to contribute to others' lives to make them a bit happier, a way to make myself feel like I'm contributing something. Sure, when depression brings me down, I move away from it, but I've kept returning to it time and time again because it's something I've wanted to do.

But now, I don't know... I would like to draw, but I have no desire to. It's not because I'm in a bad place: in fact, with me involving myself in D&D and all that, I've actually started to make more progress than usual. But I don't feel like I've been missing out on anything by not drawing. I don't feel any obligation to draw (even though I know you guys want nothing more than me to be mass producing art, and if I could, then I very much would be doing just that). If I need something to occupy my time, I gain more interest in building characters and worlds for tabletop games than drawing my existing characters. If I want to show someone some affection or attention, I just chat or play with them. The largest reasons I've been drawing have been taken up by stuff I've been enjoying more than pushing through the artistic process.

So I don't know what's going to happen with art. This could be a phase, and when I get burnt out I'll end up back to drawing. I could just drift away from art entirely. Or, if depression eases up on me, I may find myself with enough extra motivation to return to drawing alongside D&D. I just don't know, but if anything, this means you might not be seeing art from me for a good while.

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Evil-Frank Featured By Owner May 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! May the Force be with you!
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Strikecomment63 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2017
what, no response?
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CloneWarrior85 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Can I suggest some more ideas for Penny TFs?
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Evil-Frank Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fresh fave, Penny!
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JohnShepardS117 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
With all the recent headless Asari, thought you might appreciate this glitch I had: imgur.com/a/DwPWG
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MidnightZingaro Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2017
Thanks for the watch.

As to what ideas I have, I have a 42k text file of ideas (some written, some not) My main problem is finding time to work on the 22 projects I have on the go at the moment, and I would like to make pictures of some things, but my artistic skills with pencil or blender are not good enough to satisfy me.

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love4arms Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves! :)
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Evil-Frank Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave, Penny!
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WanderTones Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem!
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